what do I want?

How many of us are really living life with our eyes wide open? How many are really finding that which brings us the greatest joy and pursuing it with heart filled abandon?

Could it be that God is that good and wants us only to have our dreams met fully?

What do you really want to be doing? New career, new relationship? Vacation?

I suggest that what we really want for our selves is also what God wants for us.

problem solving

Can you "fix" a problem from within the problem?

Sometimes when life has shown us challenges the solutions are resting outside of thought.

Resting in a deeper place where a calmness can prevail showing us the way to move.

The mind demands our attention to solve problems...but is the mind the solution or the problem?

Can you rise above thought ignoring fear and find solutions from your bigger self?

So There

There are so many spiritual concepts that we can think about. While we are thinking we cannot simultaneously be our true selves since this is an experience beyond thought.

Maybe as our true selves we would realize our perfection in just who we are and who we naturally aspire to be. Maybe that's a musician, or a great mom, it does not matter what it is.

I aspire to be less what I think would please God and more who God made me to be.

Once stored now released

Its amazing how our bodies store trauma. Sometimes it can feel like the closer we get to joy the worse our bodies feel. I have witnessed fear turning me back from joy as the bodies does its best to catch up.

As more joy comes in the old patterns of fear are released and the bodies heals it self. So it can seem like joy causes the body to hurt or be sick but it is really that joy is detoxifying the body.

What can we do?

Really when it comes down to it how much control do we really have?

We can do our part. Plant the seed, water it, if we have water, protect it from the sun, if we can.

In the end all the forces required to succeed are out of our control.

There is place of helplessness not easily experienced when we realize we are at finally at the mercy of a force beyond our control.

So...so ALL you can to point your self in the right direction and then cry like a baby.

eternally safe

We can't really know all is transpiring in the universe since our minds are so small.

Maybe, just maybe, there is a benevolent involvement and we are all eternally safe, if we chose to be so.

Why I write this blog

I write this blog because I am a living example of alchemy.

Any being can crawl out of suicidal depression and live an empowered and joyful life, because I have.

I write this blog to assure this pathway stays lit.

We all deserve to live a full and joyful life.